Light me uP

The four awful things

• I know everything thing about her ,Yet a day comes and I have to take my turn and greet her formally like a stranger . And I can hear every one's mind saying she is no longer the person you used to know. 
• Those familiar brown eyes which only saw my innocence  in every naughtiness i play, changed into finding faults and doubting everything i say.
• loyalty and loving service , One unlucky day and It was busy calculating the damage i cause . Never expected anything from it but Never thought it won't even get over from the spot filled with it's own worries of farther risk and loss. Even unseeing the presents of pain and the hurt.
• the stubborn , esteemed ,egoist and the big I , breaking down in a single week of unpredictable life

Friend ,family,love and myself all messed up.But i couldn't just sit there and do nothing so, I went to her, told her what i felt And she said "stupid i won't change at all , Once this crazy things is over i would be back to myself ) and that really contented my scared heart. About those eyes , I am still being watched with utter most fear and doubts but i act like i don't really care. That loyalty and service didn't earn much of concern so , it was better for me to quit right that moment . As for myself,, i got awesome and supper refreshing break for my life . Five continues days of waking up early , being busy all day , and falling sleep without thinking about anything . Lived a different life . Peaceful place , funny and talkative monks , bossy boss, my busy sister running here and there , eating the same lunch for dinner, being serve tea every two hour ,  understanding more about the culture , feeling appreciated for my efforts and those lights of lights has just light me up      

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drink some tea to refresh my tired mind

Wish i can float freely like these clouds 

My city of lights Kathmandu

caught my eye when i was waiting for my ride back home 

Pray for me too

We all need some break

Loneliness 

wake up early in the morning 

Stayed a night in one of these rooms . 

feel relaxed whenever i pass through these place  

my Favorite Over sized white shirt and black converse   

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I had fun

 The trip was so much fun.I took so many photos of random things on the way and at the Halashi as well. .Because i love taking photos although I don't own those expensive and smart cameras .My small canon is all that i need to pursue my hobby . I like to capture those moment which makes me happy and warms my heart . SO, these are those photos i took . hope you like it

                             

  

The place was so beautiful and the river was most tempting. Every time the driver stopped for a break, i ran down the river shore to take photos. Everyone was scolding and shouting but i will do what i want to do. No one can stop me from getting what i want. So these are some of  my photos. having fun . 

HALASHI

MY mother and cousins planed to visit HALASHI for two days stay. AS there was TES-WANG (which in normal sense means being blessed for a long life ) at  TRULSHIK rinpoche 's monastery there  . I didn't really wanted to go BECAUSE i always get home sick .But this trip turned out to be the most awesome and adventitious than i ever thought .I was crossing through the rivers , being blinded by fog of dust , Climbing up the hills ,standing at the edge , feeling the wind , taking a long breath and looking down feeling proud of myself and getting more confident to achieve the hill top.Those feeling still pops in my head like  a popcorn all the time . Now i can proudly say been there, done that . 

The most amazing thing about the Halashi was its caves .At first i didn't really knew what it was ,because i was so stunned by its beauty.but we went there for the last time at night with a nun guiding us . That was the awakening moment . The nun detailed the caves and explained in such a way that it felt as if she was telling us ghost stories .WELL!! i took too many photos . Hope i am able to show the beauty of the Halashi through this photos.

prayer flags 

Thupten choeling nuns preparing for tsok

  

tse-boom

this is tse -boom from the other side .it s in the shape of clay pot .

The main cave where Guru Rinpoche meditated 

A monk praying ..

Hindus doing their puja

passing through this is suppose to be passing through your  bad luck

my cousin sister  

Passing through this was most fun . they say its like the mother womb. 

   

If you see it care fully you will see a facial structure 

symbol of lion  . I almost felt down from here . IT is like two stories high .scary !!

As told by the nun , this is the place where you wish for a offspring .

And this for your  wealthy  being ..

THE other cave , they say that Guru rinpoche demolished a demon here 

my mother telling tales lol

written so beautifully 

There is a structure of a foot print, they say Guru rinpoche stepped there while he was fighting with the demon  

trying to collect the cave water . believed  to be very holy 

my cousin brother  ..

This is the hill of Garuda . The king of birds .. but sadly i ran out of battery so didn't get to take photos  

sanglum which means a secret way 

This path leads to the top of the hill

I hope you like it .