NOW AND THEN

         Days pass , months roll and years gone by. Time passes us so fast that sometimes its really hard to believe it. Some times hard to accept  it too .When I look back to then , I see those fun days when i had nothing to do with anything .No need to worry about anyone and anything .Just had my head on fun and games . No words were that powerful to hurt me ,neither I cared for it, Nor understood the intention . Being a kid is the most amazing thing in the whole wide world . whenever I see those careless kids ,running around like rebels just makes me regret growing old .

                              Coming  back to now , I really feel growing up isn't that easy . You have hundreds of things to be done ,thousands  of things to be understood , millions of expectation to live up and billions of feeling to be felt . What ever we took for ease and granted , are now the essential parts of life and What we thought was the Big thing now seems so stupid and funny. Its amazing that we change every second of our own life and We are no longer the person we used to be. Before, as a kid we all had a focused mind But now its out of focus,all the time we have to see the whole picture, even the smallest details matters in a big way. Strange feelings and funny awkwardness always surrounds us every time we try to do what we used to do. We are no longer able to do those things with a ease ,comfort and carelessness like we used to. Its actually irritating  for me when I have to be understanding ,mature and most of all A GROWN UP. Because I always have hard time doing what I really want to do. Now shopping for expensive things is a guilt because  I have seen those long bills of groceries ,going out with friends feel strange because i am leaving my house lonely , gossiping on the phone feels awkward because on the other side my mother would be doing the chores . Each and every time I try to do something, I think about it, ten times. And I just can't help it . I don't want to but I have to. Hope i am not the only one doing this.
        well ! Like they say BEING YOUNG IS NOT EASY and those fun days of my childhood would never return  again.. All thanks to the fact called TIME.

                                                              TIME IS A FUNNY THING

NOW

THEN