The Stubborn Queen: I had you in my hands. Now i need you in my arms

Friday, June 1, 2012

I had you in my hands. Now i need you in my arms

Excited and nerves, that is what you feel when you see a new born baby. So tiny and fragile that you will hold the baby like the most precious thing in the whole wide world . And why not ? They are the most precious thing in the world .
My nephew means the world to me .The first experience. He was so tiny that he could fit in my two hands .When i first saw him i thought , His innocent eyes could melt anyone , his smile can bring thousands of happiness and his cries could tear anyone down . Indeed the most precious thing in the whole wide world. He was so soft and adorable that, I could feel the soft skin on my lips as i kissed him on his cheeks . those tiny little hands holding my finger like he is saying not to leave him, and his beautiful tiny feet always made me want to touch them. He was too adorable. And as the time passed by , i saw him going through everything .I saw him grow. From the first time he came in my life ,till the last time he said goodbye. I was always there cautiously watching him as he made his moves. I admit that i wasn't the best aunt , sometimes i was too lazy and sometimes i had my own things to do but i tried my best to be my best for this little guy. I played so many roles ,I followed him around as his assistant , looked after him as his nanny , played games as his friend , protected him as his bodyguard and most of all i love him as i am his mother. hmm i think little less i guess;)
Now that he is all grown up and far away , i wonder if he misses me as much as i do.And wait for the day when i will be able to hug him and say i missed you.